altaschith: (hyssop)
chaos ([personal profile] altaschith) wrote2013-08-19 12:58 am

remember what you feel in this moment. remember this. remember this.

i miss you.

[they were lying in bed together not even thirty minutes ago, when Wilhelm finally had to get up, and finally had to get dressed, and finally had to go into the office for the first time in two weeks... but, yeah. but still. but chaos still misses him a great deal.]
avodah: (will scratch their beards)

[personal profile] avodah 2018-09-09 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wilhelm wouldn't believe you, if you were to tell him he's short-sighted. He's been called a visionary, and he has a vision. This vision may differ from what the magazines assume, but it's there, and it's everlasting. He couldn't be short-sighted...

Even if he is perusing the nearby florists.]


Why don't you call me at 2 o'clock?

You may order in for lunch, if you'd like. My card is in the nightstand drawer; there are menus available there.


[They're menus in the style of Joshua's favorite cuisines, of course. And the majority of them are for family-owned restaurants, often hole-in-the-wall spots with bicycle delivery services. That sort of thing. Wilhelm is a visionary and he is well-prepared.

Never mind his own lunch.]
avodah: (will scratch their beards)

[personal profile] avodah 2018-10-06 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wilhelm sends, first, six digits, and then he explains,]

For the delivery. This allows entry past the front lobby. Please instruct the delivery to come all the way to the top floor.

[The delivery person will need to receive their tip, after all.

Then, as a courtesy, Wilhelm sends an email from his phone to the colleague whose offices take the floor just below Wilhelm's. He thanks the colleague for his efforts throughout Wilhelm's personal leave, and sends his appreciation for their scheduled lunch meeting. Unfortunately, it now conflicts with a vital matter, although this colleague is welcome to meet with him for a quarter of an hour later in the day. Wilhelm sends just as much appreciation for his understanding. "You keep us going, Kevin," he writes, and ends it with that.

He gets work done, between then and two o'clock, but not enough. And he cares about that, but not enough. At last, he has read the same three lines of an internal memo for the past nine minutes, because his eyes keep flicking away from his screen to look at his phone. He's waiting for the call. He's waiting for the call. He knows he will hear it ring when it rings, but he looks for it regardless. And when it does ring, the bloom inside him is a time-lapse feed, the unfurling fast and overmuch.

In answering his phone, he does not sigh.]
Joshua; hello. [But his voice has the quality of gleaming candlelight on porcelain. He does not sound like he's straining, but he is straining to hear any background noise, any shuffle or creak. He wants to know what to be jealous toward, whether he shall remain in envy of what his bed sheets touch, or whether something else has come to collect Joshua's body. Sunlight itself might be more privileged than Wilhelm.

What he says is unlike the appreciation afforded to Kevin Winnicot, the most diligent of his employees--]


Thank you for calling.

[--but it's still pristine porcelain.]
Edited 2018-10-06 21:02 (UTC)